Tuesday, 18 May 2017,
Dear Diary,
No words can describe how I feel at this very moment. I am still in mourning over the loss of
my beautiful angel, Precious. Never thought she would leave me this soon. My heart drop to
my stomach as I witnessed her taking her last breath. I held her hands for one last time before
she was taken away from me forever. I just can’t imagine being able to live a life without my
Precious’ presence. I truly do wish it was some sort of bad dream I had!
At long last, this day was probably bound to happen. It felt like just yesterday when I met
Precious and little Heidi-Ho. Precious was just this innocent soul who brought sun to my
darkest days. Those moments we’ve spent together making tea, dancing in the kitchen, painting
walls. I will always, always, always cherish them all. Yet, I feel utterly foolish for having this
nonsensical handicap of mine! Why? Why couldn’t I ever push myself to overcome this fear
of mine? Why didn’t I take such responsibility to do a better job taking care of my sweet
Precious.
Today, all of this came to an instantaneous end. Though, I can’t imagine how Heidi would be
handling this situation at this age. Precious was her whole world as much as she is mine. They
have been through everything together through thick and thin. They truly are the real definition
of two peas in a pod. What aches my heart is knowing that while Heidi-Ho got to gain some
new family members, she had to bear losing the dearest family member of hers. Oh, I do hope
that she does not blame herself for causing this tragedy. If I did want the best for Heidi and
Precious, I should have rung for the ambulance since the minute I knew she was suffering. This
Dear Diary,
No words can describe how I feel at this very moment. I am still in mourning over the loss of
my beautiful angel, Precious. Never thought she would leave me this soon. My heart drop to
my stomach as I witnessed her taking her last breath. I held her hands for one last time before
she was taken away from me forever. I just can’t imagine being able to live a life without my
Precious’ presence. I truly do wish it was some sort of bad dream I had!
At long last, this day was probably bound to happen. It felt like just yesterday when I met
Precious and little Heidi-Ho. Precious was just this innocent soul who brought sun to my
darkest days. Those moments we’ve spent together making tea, dancing in the kitchen, painting
walls. I will always, always, always cherish them all. Yet, I feel utterly foolish for having this
nonsensical handicap of mine! Why? Why couldn’t I ever push myself to overcome this fear
of mine? Why didn’t I take such responsibility to do a better job taking care of my sweet
Precious.
Today, all of this came to an instantaneous end. Though, I can’t imagine how Heidi would be
handling this situation at this age. Precious was her whole world as much as she is mine. They
have been through everything together through thick and thin. They truly are the real definition
of two peas in a pod. What aches my heart is knowing that while Heidi-Ho got to gain some
new family members, she had to bear losing the dearest family member of hers. Oh, I do hope
that she does not blame herself for causing this tragedy. If I did want the best for Heidi and
Precious, I should have rung for the ambulance since the minute I knew she was suffering. This
